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My sadness never went away, literally. It’s like a ghost living inside me. But, what can I do about it?

I tried to shut up, I tried not to cry, I tried not to care, but I got tired. I miss them. I miss how they used to be. I miss their efforts. I miss how I was happy inside and out. 

Now it’s like everyone is fading away, simply not caring anymore. 

I’m just here right now, blinking my eyes to every seconds I’ve wasted on writing this post, reluctantly. You see, I just need to let it all out so I could forget all of it. But I know, it will never happen. Memories stick with you till the end unless you’re diagnosed with Alzheimer’s.